GOD CREATED ME ~ Testimony Time

I was born to a woman who wasn’t married. She was a waitress in a bar, and he was the bartender. He had a fiancé, and the fiancé and waitress were good friends! So, we have 2 women and a man and a baby (me).  I learned a few years ago, that the fiancé’ was a witch as well as my babysitter for nearly 6 months of my life.  One day upon getting home my mom saw me bleeding. She took me to the hospital and basically abandoned me there. While in the hospital, I contracted spinal meningitis.  I was then put in the newspaper as the story shared the child abuse from the fiancée (witch) and then got Bill and Mary as my parents, who adopted me.

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My name is Nicole and it means Victorious Warrior/ Victory of the People.  I love my name and it was given to me by my birth father. I know of course God named me Nicole.
My biological mom was a waitress in a bar in 1957, and my dad was the bartender.  His name was Jack and he had a fiancée’. This fiancé’ was good friends with my mom, whose name was Edith.  Edith had Joanne the fiancé’ be my babysitter for several months of my life, until the day when she came home to find me bloody from Joanne biting me.  Joanne was a witch and basically cursed me for the entire time she cared for me.  I was abandoned at the hospital by my mom that summer of 1958.  I contracted spinal meningitis and a newspaper article about me was written as well, to share about the imprisonment of the child abuser.

Many couple applied to get me, and God chose a pair of people to be my parents.  My mom loved me greatly, and my dad a whole nuther story.  I grew up and have but one good memory of my dad, and he died of cancer when I was 11 years of age.

I now had a brother and he was adopted as well in my younger years. We three moved out to California, for we had gone back to Pennsylvania, for my dad wanted to die in his hometown.  We settled in San Diego, for my mom’s sister lived here.  After letting the dust settle we moved out to El Cajon, and got a little mobile home and I finished up Jr. High.  In the fall of 1971 I started high school and did well the first year.  The 2nd passed by well too.  Upon getting to my Junior year, I needed so many credits to graduate in 1976, so was looking for some type of class/subject to enroll into so as to have enough credits.  I chose photography.   That was fun and I elaborate a bit here for today/currently I am an artist, author, photographer.

So, I enrolled into Photography 101, and started going to different school events.  Got to peek at track meets, and became a manger there.  Took lots of photos and before too long the teacher was drawn to my work, and strongly suggested to get my work into the county fair, so I did.  I won 2- 3 places and ended up meeting my future husband as well.

Years passed and Charlie (future husband), and I dated both graduated, and continued dating.  I moved in with him and one day a friend called with a dream, of how we both could go to hell, and I settled her down and agreed I would watch Billy Graham that night as he had a conference on t.v.   I realized I was not saved and accepted Christ.

I got up to go to bed with Charlie and KNEW NOT TO……….  I chose to sleep in the closet and left him the next day.   I started going to church and a couple of months passed, he got saved, and we dated again, and got married in 1979. We have had 3 sons and have been through a lot. Let me share this now:  My mom died in 2001, and I went looking for my birth mom and found my birth dad here in southern California.  I have met him and learned a lot about some stuff (which can be shared later).  Since I found him, I started having what I call blank outs.  I have learned it is from childhood trauma.

Last year in 2014 I learned of the childhood molestation from my adopted dad. I went on a 21 day fast and got delivered of a 2nd deaf and dumb spirit.  The first one was in 2009.  So, this year I am in a place of standing firm, for I have fasted/prayed/declared and more.  So much has changed, I understand more than ever, am being healed deeper than ever.  I am experiencing/feeling Gods love in such a INTENSE WAY, I never grasped it would feel like this.  This last month, I have gotten set free of more demonic &^#(!~%#  and now walking in my true identity.  I have come through a portal, and it is so NICE TO BE FREE.  There is still a curse lingering,  and yet GOD has brought me though all this deliverance and healing in HIS TIMING/ WAY and more,  I know He will set me free of the curse that still lingers.
Now let me introduce who I truly am presently.  Yes as I shared above I am a photographer, A Photographer of THE LORD.  I am an artist, and an author too!  You can buy anything from my book to greeting cards directly from me, OR you can buy most any item from coffee mugs to underwear at several social places and I put the links below.

As I shared on Facebook……………….Well I want All doors shuts, curses broken, demons gone, and keys thrown away.  I could write pages more, but am at a point of just answering one’s questions that be asked.

Shalom and God Bless……………            Nicole Ramirez

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Living in Las Vegas

Las Vegas NevadaThis has been a traumatic week for so many.  With this terror, traumatic even in Las Vegas has escalated GOOD, a good spirit here. People are reaching out and giving blood, money, food, and more.  Before all revivals of GOD, are traumatic events.

So many of us go through traumatic events in our lives.  Yes even as infants, all the way unto adulthood.

I can only speak of my own life.  I had traumatic event from birth to adulthood. I have no memory of them, but know they happened and can give details if asked.

1. I was conceived out of wedlock, and the parents never got married.

2. My biological mom, allowed her good friend (a witch) babysit me for the first 6 months of my life.

3. My biological mom abandoned me at a local hospital and this actually made it into the local news.

4. I was adopted after the newspaper article shared the details of my situation,

5. Years passed, I grew up, my adopted dad died when I was 11 of cancer.

6. Years passed and I got saved in 1977.

7. got married in 1979, and birthed 3 babes (boys) over the next 10 years.

8.  My adopted mom died.

9. I started selling my photography after most of my friends, kept nagging me to do so.

10. On my way to an event to sell photography, I had a blank out / seizure.

11. I have had blank outs/ seizures ever since.  YET

12.  I had 6 weeks without any seizures and and then they returned, 2016

God gave me a dream and told me there would be a FIGHT to embrace my true identity.Now here in 2017,  I have come through a spiritual portal, now walking in my true identity.  Can truly feel using my senses ~~   Touch, seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, and ………….. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~                    I always wanted things done quickly, automatically and have learned God most certainly takes HIS TIME to get things done properly and completely.  Which is Patience. I also learned the enemy, the devil so often knows who are so anointed before we/they themselves do.  I believe that Revival has started and so often does, when traumatic events happen,  People are giving, Giving, GIVING! Be it services, money, food, and more. Would love to get you testimony and what you have learned as you have come through those hard and even traumatic times. BTW ~  The image below is Las Vegas at sunset. Las Vegas Nevada

SHALOM

The True Nicole has arrived!

I haven’t posted for some time and now it is time.  We (my husband and I), have been traveling across our nation, and it has been intense at times.  God has been setting me free of more than I may ever know, and that is fine. We have landed, settled in Las Vegas and  ICLV is here:  International Church in Las Vegas.  Words can  never describe, the  hideous, gross, and evil sensations I have felt since we left California.  I just know God started deep cleaning me when we left and it continued until this very week.  I awoke today: September 2nd, 2017, TOTALLY CHANGED and FREE of that evil.  YEAH GOD!  I plan on writing another book, this time it will be more of a devotional.  I will most likely call it :  To Everything There Is A  Season.

This am I had such a delightful dream and even most of my life, dreams have played a substantial role in my freedom. May I share this dream and my discernment on it?  Thank you! ~~~~~~~~

AWOKE ABOUT 5:30 AM, from this dream:

I had been on a bus and noticed there was no car in the driveway upon getting off, there was a long walk that I continued on. I had my camera, and I think a satchel or maybe a backpack. Not sure. As I walked on this sidewalk, the neighborhood wasn’t big and it was very quiet there. I had gotten off the bus for I noticed my house, and there was no car in the driveway, which communicated to me that there was most certainly no one home. Wonderful!  I continued my walk and was so aware of the sweetest birds around. They were black and yellow; most likely grosbeaks.  Wasn’t totally sure for they were in the topiary.  As I walked up to the front door, I noticed it wasn’t locked. I turned the knob, and when I did the door opened. I went inside, and then looked outside the front window, and saw those sweet birds. LOL~~ Right now, as I am writing this dream down, there are some wonderful sweet, birds too, entitled great tailed grackles.  LOL………… the ones in the dream were what I believe were yellow grosbeaks.  THANK YOU, ABBA!  Ok, back to dream. I looked over to the kitchen, and I thought I saw my mom. I looked again, and it was Holy SPIRIT.  WOW, I awoke and was so wonderfully blessed with the sensations I was feeling! 

What is so sweet to me, is that the colors of the birds were the colors of my high school. I have graduated and that is so wonderful! When I thought I saw my mom, and it was the Holy Spirit, I grasped/ discerned that many times Holy Spirit is like that mommy spirit.  I can’t really explain it, I just can feel it. Well I thought I would share my VICTORY!    Shalom to you too~

DIVINE JUSTICE~~~~

IMG_8017.jpgGod is soooooooooooooooo…. GOD!   I have been having problems both with my spiritual computer (brain/ mental stuff) and my physical computer too.  I have had dreams as well as my first born soon has had some wonderful dreams of breakthrough for me too! I keep declaring, decreeing and more for healing in more ways than one.  I have created a new email, and needed to add it to my Microsoft account, and make it the main and personal email and keep the photography one for business only.  This one situation, phone call took nearly an hour to make right.  Once we were partially through, I was given a case number and so wrote it down.  Then we got more done and taken care of.  Boy what a hassle even……….  THEN once the emails were rectified and set in order, my Microsoft agent says to me:  Nicole can we now consider this case number closed and taken care of?  I said yes and nearly fell off where I was sitting  FOR GOD had told me (over a month ago about DIVINE JUSTICE).  To Declare it and believe IT IS FINISHED!  I had been kind of declaring this (in part) over the last year or more.  Though I have been set free in chapters, facets, and grew incredibly impatient, I have heard IN IS FINISHED, YOU MADE IT, and then Divine Justice via my deodorant of Arm & Hammer.   God can take you through such ugh and even give you joy and fun as the evil departs. I AM FREE and DECLARE The FREEDOM!

Your lamps wattage is about to increase!

So many of us are lamps shining in this world, that has ever so much darkness in it.  So as you see this photograph, see it as yourself and how bright it is!  You are bright, and that brightness /wattage is about to increase. This message today is short, sweet, and very important for you/us.  Have a sweet day/ week ~~~  SHALOM! Arc lamps at dusk 2a

Spring Equinox Destabilization

WOW!!!

SLG Coaching

The spring equinox for 2017 was March 20-21.  These change of seasons are usually a bit difficult for survivors of ritual abuse, but based on the email traffic I have been getting in the last 12 hours, this one was unusually rough.

Obviously there are sundry different streams of SRA with different techniques regarding time, but here is a tool that has helped a few people today.  If you or one of your clients has been destabilized, take a look in this direction.

In the spiritual work I do, we normally see the time line of an individual’s life like a river.  Every river has a beginning at a spring.  So your conception is seen as a spring on top of a hill.  Water bubbles up from the underground aquifer, flows down the side of the hill and begins its journey toward today and beyond.

We often find that when a…

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WE MADE IT! IT IS FINISHED! WE DECLARE VICTORY IN JESUS NAME!!!

I awoke this am,and was in a mood full of self pity~~  I did my devotions and just went and laid down on the couch.  I fell back asleep, awoke, and was in and out for a little over an hour. I got up though and just started to get some morning nurishment. I opened the front door and saw the most awesomest red of a sunrise.  It was sweet,  and then …. AND THEN~~~ I got this “Why don’t you take some photography shots?”  Ok………  so I get my tripod out and and the excitement starts! I feel like a kid in a candy shop.  I hear (almost audibly), YOU MADE IT! IT IS FINISHED and more even, i remember the day APRIL 4th 2004, when at Lake Henshaw and I saw the territorial dispute with the Bald Eagles! and there was the 13th year anniversary this week!  Today is April 7th and 7 means complete/ total.  My name means VICTORY!  and is out of Job!  JOB 23:11!    Now this week it was prophesied through Chuck Pierce about THIS WEEK will be your breakthrough.  A pit stop and then the breakthrough!  So anyone who reads this can have a glorious breakthrough!  Claim this Victory!  IN JESUS NAME!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~   Nicole Ramirez~~~~

TODAY’S ENCOURAGEMENT~~~

I so enjoy the Burn’s Daily encouragements~~~  I thought I would blog them this time.  SHALOM AS WELL~~~~~~~

April 3, 2017

THE TRUMPET by BILL BURNS:

Watch for My light to break forth into your life. And, if you receive My light, then your light will begin to shine in a fresh, new way. The glory of the light that shines within you will awaken your spirit, and you will begin to overcome those things that have been established and set against you. If you allow My Spirit to lead you, you will overcome the deeds of the flesh and the challenges of this life. It is My purpose for you to excel in the power of My Kingdom. Let this day be a day of new beginnings for you.

SMALL STRAWS IN A SOFT WIND by MARSHA BURNS:

What’s done is done!  There is nothing you can change about what you have endured.  It is now time for you to rise up out of the dead ashes of the past and begin to move forward on the path that I have chosen for you, says the Lord.  What you have learned will serve you well.  Philippians 3:13-14  Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead,  I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

Dare to Believe our GOD!

Smith Wigglesworth Devotional~

24 Until now you have not asked
for anything in my name.
Ask and you will receive,
and your joy will be complete. JOHN 16;24 

II Chronicles 20: 15-30                                                                              

15 He said: “Listen, King Jehoshaphat and all who live in Judah and Jerusalem! This is what the Lord says to you: ‘Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God’s. 16 Tomorrow march down against them. They will be climbing up by the Pass of Ziz, and you will find them at the end of the gorge in the Desert of Jeruel. 17 You will not have to fight this battle. Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the Lord will give you, Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Go out to face them tomorrow, and the Lord will be with you.’”

18 Jehoshaphat bowed down with his face to the ground, and all the people of Judah and Jerusalem fell down in worship before the Lord.19 Then some Levites from the Kohathites and Korahites stood up and praised the Lord, the God of Israel, with a very loud voice.

20 Early in the morning they left for the Desert of Tekoa. As they set out, Jehoshaphat stood and said, “Listen to me, Judah and people of Jerusalem! Have faith in the Lord your God and you will be upheld; have faith in his prophets and you will be successful.” 21 After consulting the people, Jehoshaphat appointed men to sing to the Lord and to praise him for the splendor of his[c] holiness as they went out at the head of the army, saying:

“Give thanks to the Lord, ~~ for his love endures forever.”

22 As they began to sing and praise, the Lord set ambushes against the men of Ammon and Moab and Mount Seir who were invading Judah, and they were defeated. 23 The Ammonites and Moabites rose up against the men from Mount Seir to destroy and annihilate them. After they finished slaughtering the men from Seir, they helped to destroy one another.

24 When the men of Judah came to the place that overlooks the desert and looked toward the vast army, they saw only dead bodies lying on the ground; no one had escaped. 25 So Jehoshaphat and his men went to carry off their plunder, and they found among them a great amount of equipment and clothing[d] and also articles of value—more than they could take away. There was so much plunder that it took three days to collect it. 26 On the fourth day they assembled in the Valley of Berakah, where they praised the Lord. This is why it is called the Valley of Berakah[e] to this day.

27 Then, led by Jehoshaphat, all the men of Judah and Jerusalem returned joyfully to Jerusalem, for the Lord had given them cause to rejoice over their enemies. 28 They entered Jerusalem and went to the temple of the Lord with harps and lyres and trumpets.

29 The fear of God came on all the surrounding kingdoms when they heard how the Lord had fought against the enemies of Israel. 30 And the kingdom of Jehoshaphat was at peace, for his God had given him rest on every side.

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God has a plan for us that is greater than out thoughts  , greater than words can say.  You who have been asking great things from GOD, for a long time would be amazed if you entered into prayer understanding that t he Master, Jesus, has such knowledge of the mightiness of the Father’s power, and of the joint union with HIM that He can say: nothing is impossible for you to ask.  He alone can say, “Until now you have asked nothing/”

If you will only dispose of yourself — for nothing but yourself will hinder you— it may be today that GOD will transform you so that you will be an altogether different person, as you have never been before.  Move beyond your human  mind, your human measure,   your own strength and all your resources — this is a big thing for me to say — and let inspiration take charge of your entirely, and bring your out of yourself into the power of GOD~

Believe that today is a new beginning for you! You have never passed this way before, so I bring you to another day of passing over any heights, passing through mists or darkness. Dare to believe that the cloud is upon, and it will break with an exceeding reward of blessing Don’t be afraid of clouds__ they are all earthly.  Never be afraid of an earthly thing.  You/  We belong to a higher order, a divine order, a spiritual order. Believe that God wants  you to soar high this day.

THOUGHT for today:  Begin to believe in extravagant asking, believing that God is pleased when you ask large thing.   YES AND AMEN< HALLELUJAH ABBA GOD!!  SHALOM TOO!