THAT WASN’T ME!!

This has been a most unique season. I have come into my true and divine identity. I am no longer of the old Nicole, but now of the new, and True Nicole. I feel the good and the bad now. I declare that good outweigh the bad. From Love, and Trust, to shame, and abandonment. I am in a season of glorious Victory as well. To look outside and see the delightful, cute hummingbirds, as well as the beautiful creamy roses. ~~~~~~~~~~

 

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I AM UNSTUCK in JESUS NAME!

I know I shared in my last posting about portals, and this week and to add to this, the evil spirits jezebel / leviathan, were ousted out of my life. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My son had a dream about how I had got stuck in a portal. Last year we ended up losing our home, drove cross our AMERICA, and settled in Las Vegas, as God directed my husband. I have been out here in the desert and getting set free of more demons/curse than I may ever know. Yesterday Katie Souza posted her conference and we went through some declarations and more. I went to bed and awoke a different person. I havent slept this good in years, and can give details if you contact me. THIS COLLAGE IS the pool directly in from of our hotel room, and there IS a supernatural portal here. I still am in awe of it. SHALOM ~~~  These photos of the pool I am sharing are the portal here in front of my window.  BEAUTIFUL. ABBA~GOD.

Coming through a portal, a spiritual portal~~~

So excited this week, for I have come through a spiritual portal.  This is sort of hard to describe, for through a dream, it was communicated of GOD, that I was to come through a portal, but very well could get stuck.  Then, I moved, and into the state of Nevada.  After finding a place to live, I was so drawn to the area here, by the swimming pool, and the landscaping done here where I live.  I will include some photographs.  The pool is/was a portal, and God confirmed this.  The landscape has a waterfall,, 3 bridges and oh so much LIFE!  I share this, for so often the answer to our dilemma, is so often right in front of us, and we don’t see.  It may be for it isn’t time for our breakthrough, or maybe we need the right people in our life. There most certainly are many a reason for the timing of our deliverance, our breakthrough, our victory in those areas that still need it. Hope you enjoy these images!  By the way, I sell all my photography, be it in matted images, greeting cards, and now a beautiful book of creation.  ~~~ Nicole Ramirez

Photography by Nicole N

Sharing my new Shutterfly Site ~~  Pick out the photos you like and order / well contact me by responding or photographybynicolen@gmail.com works too ~~~    ALL Orders over 10 cards are wholesale of $2.50. Less than 10 are $3.00 each.  Also I have hundreds more photos, if there is an animal, or flower or  ______, you don’t see and might like.  ~~ GOD BLESS ~~      https://photographybynicolen.shutterfly.com/ms-costa-1a

Remember to Keep the Sabbath Holy

We are just a few weeks into 2018, and I have jumped into learning the basics of the Lord.  Most of us most certainly do’t murder, steal, lie, or even commit adultery. Yet most, if not all break commandments every week, and/or even day. So sad……………….   It has been in my spirit to learn How does one keep the Sabbath Holy? May I get on the internet, may I cook food, how about may I sell my photography and books? I am still learning, but I no longer go out and attend craft fairs to sell products.  I no longer make items either on the sabbath day.                                                                                                     Well as it is used in Exodus 16:23 ~~ Remember the Sabbath day and keep it holy. Holy               I have a Strongs Concordance and i looked up the word holy.  AND This is the hebrew root of this simple word. {make, pronounce, or observe clean, ceremonially clean} ~~~~~~~~~        Very interesting. Now that I am grasping what, and how to keep the sabbath holy, and I observe Saturday as the Sabbath. It would be wonderful to bless ourselves, by taking a day off, to go out for a hike, maybe do some art, maybe something you love, and blesses OUR GOD & KING!                                                                                      We all need to work out our own  salvation with fear and trembling. {Philippians 2:12}   I strongly suggest to read the 10 commandments. See which ones you most certainly may need to sharpen and do a better job at keeping.  Yes we need to love our LORD & GOD with ALL our hearts.  So here I share Those 10 Commandments (not suggestions)                ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~                             The Ten Commandments

20 And God spoke all these words:       “I am the Lord your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery.

“You shall have no other gods before[a] me.

“You shall not make for yourself an image in the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters below.You shall not bow down to them or worship them; for I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the parents to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me, but showing love to a thousand generations of those who love me and keep my commandments.

“You shall not misuse the name of the Lord your God, for the Lordwill not hold anyone guiltless who misuses his name.

“Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, 10 but the seventh day is a sabbath to the Lord your God. On it you shall not do any work, neither you, nor your son or daughter, nor your male or female servant, nor your animals, nor any foreigner residing in your towns. 11 For in six days the Lord made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, but he rested on the seventh day. Therefore the Lord blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy.

12 “Honor your father and your mother, so that you may live long in the land the Lord your God is giving you.

13 “You shall not murder.      14 “You shall not commit adultery.        15 “You shall not steal.

16 “You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor.

17 “You shall not covet your neighbor’s house. You shall not covet your neighbor’s wife, or his male or female servant, his ox or donkey, or anything that belongs to your neighbor.”

This settles it.  We certainly need to keep the 10 basic commandments and not suggestions of Our God and Creator!    Shalom to all who read this.

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2018 Has Begun ~~~

It is now 2018, and we put the past year behind us. It has been a wonderful year of ever so many victories, some healing, and growing in so many ways.  A year of loss, but beneficial loss.  Have found new contacts, customers, friendships, and even family members.  Love what the Lord is certainly doing, and orchestrating, in and around me. This year will be a Wonderful Year of Total Victories, Complete Healings, and Increased Clients for many.  Just wanted to stop in, make a post and declare 2018 WILL BE AWESOME & WONDERFUL in More ways than we imagine.  SHALOM TOO~

PSALM 108 
1 My heart is steadfast, O God!
    I will sing and make melody with all my being![a]
Awake, O harp and lyre!
    I will awake the dawn!
I will give thanks to you, O Lord, among the peoples;
    I will sing praises to you among the nations.
For your steadfast love is great above the heavens;
    your faithfulness reaches to the clouds.
Be exalted, O God, above the heavens!
    Let your glory be over all the earth!
That your beloved ones may be delivered,
    give salvation by your right hand and answer me!
God has promised in his holiness:[b]
    “With exultation I will divide up Shechem
    and portion out the Valley of Succoth.
Gilead is mine; Manasseh is mine;
    Ephraim is my helmet,
    Judah my scepter.
Moab is my washbasin;
    upon Edom I cast my shoe;
    over Philistia I shout in triumph.”
10 Who will bring me to the fortified city?
    Who will lead me to Edom?
11 Have you not rejected us, O God?
    You do not go out, O God, with our armies.
12 Oh grant us help against the foe,
    for vain is the salvation of man!
13 With God we shall do valiantly;
    it is he who will tread down our foe.

I AM FREE!

One, I have been free many a time from many things that have cursed me, been attached, and/or even in me. This last ugly one, was shame; yes, let me spell it:~~~  s h a m e.  Now the definition:  http://www.dictionary.com/browse/shame

Yesterday was November 24th. In had taken a shower the night before; but felt so inclined to do so again when I awoke.  I did take one yesterday, washed my hair. My husband and I went to do laundry too, it had been 2 weeks. We got home and he had to go to work as well. I went and cleaned the entire kitchen, which is a place of preparation. SO I gather yesterday, November, was certainly a day of CLEANSING.  THANK YOU ABBA ~  Now for the Balm of Gilead, I pray.  Going to go far in God’s Kingdom. SHALOM~~

Yes from shame to SHALOM!   WTF Egrets Great Dancing 1a

GOD CREATED ME ~ Testimony Time

I was born to a woman who wasn’t married. She was a waitress in a bar, and he was the bartender. He had a fiancé, and the fiancé and waitress were good friends! So, we have 2 women and a man and a baby (me).  I learned a few years ago, that the fiancé’ was a witch as well as my babysitter for nearly 6 months of my life.  One day upon getting home my mom saw me bleeding. She took me to the hospital and basically abandoned me there. While in the hospital, I contracted spinal meningitis.  I was then put in the newspaper as the story shared the child abuse from the fiancée (witch) and then got Bill and Mary as my parents, who adopted me.

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My name is Nicole and it means Victorious Warrior/ Victory of the People.  I love my name and it was given to me by my birth father. I know of course God named me Nicole.
My biological mom was a waitress in a bar in 1957, and my dad was the bartender.  His name was Jack and he had a fiancée’. This fiancé’ was good friends with my mom, whose name was Edith.  Edith had Joanne the fiancé’ be my babysitter for several months of my life, until the day when she came home to find me bloody from Joanne biting me.  Joanne was a witch and basically cursed me for the entire time she cared for me.  I was abandoned at the hospital by my mom that summer of 1958.  I contracted spinal meningitis and a newspaper article about me was written as well, to share about the imprisonment of the child abuser.

Many couple applied to get me, and God chose a pair of people to be my parents.  My mom loved me greatly, and my dad a whole nuther story.  I grew up and have but one good memory of my dad, and he died of cancer when I was 11 years of age.

I now had a brother and he was adopted as well in my younger years. We three moved out to California, for we had gone back to Pennsylvania, for my dad wanted to die in his hometown.  We settled in San Diego, for my mom’s sister lived here.  After letting the dust settle we moved out to El Cajon, and got a little mobile home and I finished up Jr. High.  In the fall of 1971 I started high school and did well the first year.  The 2nd passed by well too.  Upon getting to my Junior year, I needed so many credits to graduate in 1976, so was looking for some type of class/subject to enroll into so as to have enough credits.  I chose photography.   That was fun and I elaborate a bit here for today/currently I am an artist, author, photographer.

So, I enrolled into Photography 101, and started going to different school events.  Got to peek at track meets, and became a manger there.  Took lots of photos and before too long the teacher was drawn to my work, and strongly suggested to get my work into the county fair, so I did.  I won 2- 3 places and ended up meeting my future husband as well.

Years passed and Charlie (future husband), and I dated both graduated, and continued dating.  I moved in with him and one day a friend called with a dream, of how we both could go to hell, and I settled her down and agreed I would watch Billy Graham that night as he had a conference on t.v.   I realized I was not saved and accepted Christ.

I got up to go to bed with Charlie and KNEW NOT TO……….  I chose to sleep in the closet and left him the next day.   I started going to church and a couple of months passed, he got saved, and we dated again, and got married in 1979. We have had 3 sons and have been through a lot. Let me share this now:  My mom died in 2001, and I went looking for my birth mom and found my birth dad here in southern California.  I have met him and learned a lot about some stuff (which can be shared later).  Since I found him, I started having what I call blank outs.  I have learned it is from childhood trauma.

Last year in 2014 I learned of the childhood molestation from my adopted dad. I went on a 21 day fast and got delivered of a 2nd deaf and dumb spirit.  The first one was in 2009.  So, this year I am in a place of standing firm, for I have fasted/prayed/declared and more.  So much has changed, I understand more than ever, am being healed deeper than ever.  I am experiencing/feeling Gods love in such a INTENSE WAY, I never grasped it would feel like this.  This last month, I have gotten set free of more demonic &^#(!~%#  and now walking in my true identity.  I have come through a portal, and it is so NICE TO BE FREE.  There is still a curse lingering,  and yet GOD has brought me though all this deliverance and healing in HIS TIMING/ WAY and more,  I know He will set me free of the curse that still lingers.
Now let me introduce who I truly am presently.  Yes as I shared above I am a photographer, A Photographer of THE LORD.  I am an artist, and an author too!  You can buy anything from my book to greeting cards directly from me, OR you can buy most any item from coffee mugs to underwear at several social places and I put the links below.

As I shared on Facebook……………….Well I want All doors shuts, curses broken, demons gone, and keys thrown away.  I could write pages more, but am at a point of just answering one’s questions that be asked.

Shalom and God Bless……………            Nicole Ramirez

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Living in Las Vegas

Las Vegas NevadaThis has been a traumatic week for so many.  With this terror, traumatic even in Las Vegas has escalated GOOD, a good spirit here. People are reaching out and giving blood, money, food, and more.  Before all revivals of GOD, are traumatic events.

So many of us go through traumatic events in our lives.  Yes even as infants, all the way unto adulthood.

I can only speak of my own life.  I had traumatic event from birth to adulthood. I have no memory of them, but know they happened and can give details if asked.

1. I was conceived out of wedlock, and the parents never got married.

2. My biological mom, allowed her good friend (a witch) babysit me for the first 6 months of my life.

3. My biological mom abandoned me at a local hospital and this actually made it into the local news.

4. I was adopted after the newspaper article shared the details of my situation,

5. Years passed, I grew up, my adopted dad died when I was 11 of cancer.

6. Years passed and I got saved in 1977.

7. got married in 1979, and birthed 3 babes (boys) over the next 10 years.

8.  My adopted mom died.

9. I started selling my photography after most of my friends, kept nagging me to do so.

10. On my way to an event to sell photography, I had a blank out / seizure.

11. I have had blank outs/ seizures ever since.  YET

12.  I had 6 weeks without any seizures and and then they returned, 2016

God gave me a dream and told me there would be a FIGHT to embrace my true identity.Now here in 2017,  I have come through a spiritual portal, now walking in my true identity.  Can truly feel using my senses ~~   Touch, seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, and ………….. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~                    I always wanted things done quickly, automatically and have learned God most certainly takes HIS TIME to get things done properly and completely.  Which is Patience. I also learned the enemy, the devil so often knows who are so anointed before we/they themselves do.  I believe that Revival has started and so often does, when traumatic events happen,  People are giving, Giving, GIVING! Be it services, money, food, and more. Would love to get you testimony and what you have learned as you have come through those hard and even traumatic times. BTW ~  The image below is Las Vegas at sunset. Las Vegas Nevada

SHALOM

The True Nicole has arrived!

I haven’t posted for some time and now it is time.  We (my husband and I), have been traveling across our nation, and it has been intense at times.  God has been setting me free of more than I may ever know, and that is fine. We have landed, settled in Las Vegas and  ICLV is here:  International Church in Las Vegas.  Words can  never describe, the  hideous, gross, and evil sensations I have felt since we left California.  I just know God started deep cleaning me when we left and it continued until this very week.  I awoke today: September 2nd, 2017, TOTALLY CHANGED and FREE of that evil.  YEAH GOD!  I plan on writing another book, this time it will be more of a devotional.  I will most likely call it :  To Everything There Is A  Season.

This am I had such a delightful dream and even most of my life, dreams have played a substantial role in my freedom. May I share this dream and my discernment on it?  Thank you! ~~~~~~~~

AWOKE ABOUT 5:30 AM, from this dream:

I had been on a bus and noticed there was no car in the driveway upon getting off, there was a long walk that I continued on. I had my camera, and I think a satchel or maybe a backpack. Not sure. As I walked on this sidewalk, the neighborhood wasn’t big and it was very quiet there. I had gotten off the bus for I noticed my house, and there was no car in the driveway, which communicated to me that there was most certainly no one home. Wonderful!  I continued my walk and was so aware of the sweetest birds around. They were black and yellow; most likely grosbeaks.  Wasn’t totally sure for they were in the topiary.  As I walked up to the front door, I noticed it wasn’t locked. I turned the knob, and when I did the door opened. I went inside, and then looked outside the front window, and saw those sweet birds. LOL~~ Right now, as I am writing this dream down, there are some wonderful sweet, birds too, entitled great tailed grackles.  LOL………… the ones in the dream were what I believe were yellow grosbeaks.  THANK YOU, ABBA!  Ok, back to dream. I looked over to the kitchen, and I thought I saw my mom. I looked again, and it was Holy SPIRIT.  WOW, I awoke and was so wonderfully blessed with the sensations I was feeling! 

What is so sweet to me, is that the colors of the birds were the colors of my high school. I have graduated and that is so wonderful! When I thought I saw my mom, and it was the Holy Spirit, I grasped/ discerned that many times Holy Spirit is like that mommy spirit.  I can’t really explain it, I just can feel it. Well I thought I would share my VICTORY!    Shalom to you too~